Random rumblings !!

i m at ease, i m at peace
but, poor have i become having paid the price

no more do I board the wrong bus
no more do i commit the irregular blunders

but still i couldn't cross the vaccum, the space
is it the sadist addiction,or the characteristics of mutated genes

i m not the rays of light
that could cross the darkness in a night

but have become the screams so deep and so silent
enshrouded by the vast vaccuum and not finding the way out.

The lonely traveller, disgruntled just does yell
you silly, stupid just go to hell

But, if you ever set out at all,
give me a callI ll be on my way as well.

somay er prantore dariye ..
ektu hat chani tomar

tomar chokh er jol e
amar raat er sesh

sadharon er moddhei tumi ami
hariye jabar chesta bar bar ..

chup chap , kichu muhurto
thak na aaj , beshi kotha bolar shomay nei aaj

bhalo thakar arji tomar aamar
hajar kotha er sesh ektai kotha

kothai dariye shomay ?

I envy the blood !!!

I envy the sea
that treasures in his heart your sand impressions.

I envy the blood
that returns to your heart every few seconds.

I envy the tears
that runs across your cheeks sans care, sans emotions.

I envy the pains
that dates you early mornings,evenings and dark nights.

I envy my lost,killed self
whenever i am not dead and dont feel like this.

~Transformation~

Some bloody things I need to say,
Please don't runaway...
When you come closer
I wanna love you forever...

I wish I was your love
I wish you were mine.
I watch your smile;
I watch when you are crying.
Oh! I wish you were mine!

And then...
Life took an "U"-turn;
I couldn't find the way to return.
I was stuck in that dark!!!
Couldn't even see any mark...

I was lost inside myself,
Emptiness hold me...my innerself.
Tired I was...broken from inside
Just then you came like a lightening tide!!!

I was crying in the dark...was trying to hold on
No one could hear...I was all alone...
All that I craved someone to love...
You make me close my eyes...and hold your hand
I...that time felt your warmth...

A new path you made...saved me from death;
Came so closer...became my lover.
Now something...i wanna say...
I know you won't runaway...
All I need is you...only you;
Oh darling! be mine...I love you.

New template

Just thought of changing the look of this blog...so this new template....though this place is not so active these days...still....a new look was something I was lookinh for..so changed it :)

~LIFE~

Life has become a medley
Of pain and tear.
Nothing did seem clear.
Everything became so obscure
And dark…
Even light used to make me nark!!!
Was lost inside a maze;
Wish I could become raze.
But I got over;
Didn’t end my life with
A razor!!!
And then I saw another sight
So full of light;
With no grudges of past
I stand up from the
Poisonous dust…
And there began a new journey,
With love, faith and trust.

Dont hate me ever !!!

dont hate me ever
for i will never return ur favour

and if this is what you are worried over
know that this will end never

And u get happy seeing the wall of indifference getting taller and taller
i feel happy with the depth of my reservoir getting deeper and deeper

.as they say about the wind and the fire
the jungle in fire,the little flame of the candle,the wind and it's ire

The little flame that loves to sleep with the caress of the air
but in woods makes love to the wild wind till with shame and with ash the eyes of soil, covers.